EOCT: End Of The Fucking World- You may think that EOCT's are hard. Well yeah they kinda are. You have to use your brain to answer all these question. Now I feel like my brain could just spill from my ears. I think i may have also took to much meds. Is taking 4 birth control pills and 2, 10 miligram methlephenidate bad for you??? If it is, I'm fucked >_< My head hurts and so does my stomach but owell. My best friend told me that he loved me last night.... Well to be honest I felt amazing. Yeah I feel like it was a little to early to say that. Also there is one problem. He has a girlfriend and I have a fiance. *le life is so screwed up* I feel as if my feeling are going more toward him than my fiance. I mean don't get me wrong, I love my future hubby but, JJ is just so much more amazing. He's sweet, loving, cares about my well being, talks to me every night, and he even gives me cute little notes. Who wouldn't kill to be with someone like that? But yeah so my life just seems to by spiraling out of control.