EOCT: End Of The Fucking World- You may think that EOCT's are hard. Well yeah they kinda are. You have to use your brain to answer all these question. Now I feel like my brain could just spill from my ears. I think i may have also took to much meds. Is taking 4 birth control pills and 2, 10 miligram methlephenidate bad for you??? If it is, I'm fucked >_< My head hurts and so does my stomach but owell. My best friend told me that he loved me last night.... Well to be honest I felt amazing. Yeah I feel like it was a little to early to say that. Also there is one problem. He has a girlfriend and I have a fiance. *le life is so screwed up* I feel as if my feeling are going more toward him than my fiance. I mean don't get me wrong, I love my future hubby but, JJ is just so much more amazing. He's sweet, loving, cares about my well being, talks to me every night, and he even gives me cute little notes. Who wouldn't kill to be with someone like that? But yeah so my life just seems to by spiraling out of control.

Today is FRIDAY!!!! one week to go until spring break bored in school have lik awhile left. ~M.B
WOOP today is friday. Sittin here listenin to Sexting by BOTDF (Luv that song) Also sittin here with my friend M.B. (she be a mystery u creeps XD) well i cant wait till break. Goin to Tybee Island for 4 days. YAY!!! Just me and my gramps. I hope I dont run into anyone I know because that would be a disaster!!!! well GIMME SUM DAMN CHICKEN U WHORES!!!!!!!~ xXxCarsanxLeexXx

Today I got frustrated in ROTC. These people were yelling at me and calling me a Bitch. I'm so not a Bitch. If I were a Bitch I would be a damn dog. Am I a dog? NO! I'm a fucking human, thank you! But, anyway this guy came over to me and told me that I needed to give all my sorrows to "god". I guess I forgot to tell him I'm atheist. Oh well, atleast I know people are looking out for me.
   Ok, todays 1.5 million dollar question is....What would you do if you saw 3 gigantic males bullying a small petite female?

Ok so today I was sitting in class and all of a sudden this girl stands up and says "All life leads to hell." I didnt understand her at first but then I thought "Oh yeah it does." See she was getting at the point that there is alot of sin in our world and that most people (if they dont ask The Big Guy in the Sky for forgiveness) they will end up going to hell. Have you ever thought about how it would feel to go to hell?? I have. I think of dark red caves, hot blistering conditions, and absolutly NO water. I thought to myself one day..."WHAT?! NO WATER! I'M GOING TO BE REALLY THIRSTY!!!" My friends saw what I was thinking and began to laugh. I was like "Well I would be if there was absolutly no water" They continued to laugh at me all that day. So heres the big question...What would you do if you woke up in the morning and you were staring at the face of Lucifer himself???

Essere tutto quello che volete. Cogliere ciò che si può. Sempre può essere un tempo lungo, ma non mollare mai. La vita può essere piena di scelte. Prendete quella i thats vicino al tuo cuore. Piace essere voi. Ama la tua vita. Piace essere chi sei, perché è diversoprendere coraggio.

Well stuck in ISS again. Totally not worth my time. I'm thinking about going to YCA. If I go there I can graduate early. But anyway I was watching Dance Moms last night and it occured to me that this show is only on for pure entertainment. Those girl are so fake. Yeah they know how to dance but HEY their moms are total idiots. Jill for instance likes to studio hop. She takes poor K to Candy Apples dance studio instead of staying at Abby Lee's dance academy. Yes I do think Abby was being a little harsh on K beacuse of her moms actions but she she was doing the right thing. Jill needs to come to her sences and realize that K needs to go back to her old dance studio where she can be with her friends. K vs. Nia was horrible. Cathy purposely gave K a solo because she knew that K would win. Poor ole Nia got her heart broken when she didnt win. Nia was amazing and Cathy knew that was comming. K shouldnt have won. Nia should have. WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE YOU MORONS!!!!